I've been busy this week grading essays, but I got them done today.  No one was late, either, so I'm done... until Tuesday, that is, when I get essays for my other class.

Had a bit of a freakout on Thursday because there was so much to do... I was gone all day Wed and Fri, so it's been a long week.  It's getting done, although the house isn't as clean as I'd like it to be at the beginning of a new week.

At times the craving to get in trouble comes so strongly... it's all I can think about.  Of course, it's not very easy for me to get in trouble because I don't have people who specifically tell me what not to do/to do.  I guess I do it because I want attention, but it's not like people won't give me positive attention if I want it (most of the time).  I could be mean to people, but I don't like doing that and I always feel badly afterward.  S used to scold when I was negative about myself, but she doesn't anymore unless I'm with her.

Sigh... getting into trouble is so difficult.