Thursday, January 24, 2013

Yesterday wasn't much fun.  At least I taught.  And, I had a nice session with my counselor.  I thought I'd sit down and type out a few things while I wait for my lunch to bake.  It's going to be good, I think... brown rice, eggs, spinach, CHEESE.  :)  Three kinds.

Rode to church with my friends from town... if I'd have had to drive myself, I don't think I would have made it.  I was having a hard time making eye contact.  Afterward, I talked to one of my new friends, GJ, who said she likes it when I message her.  And she wondered where I was Sunday, and asked if I was sick.  I was like "kinda?" and of course she wanted to know what that meant.  So, I told her about my depression and she was nice and asked if I wanted to talk.  That was a lot of "ands," but I don't want to go back and revise.

Today's okay, but I must keep it together and clean up my house because I have friends coming tomorrow night... our annual sleepover (they're kids/teens and we've been doing it for five years).  House is mostly cleaned up, now to clean.

I think I'll make a cup of tea to go with my lunch.  And have some cherry tomatoes and a clementine.  Nice and healthy.

2 comments:

  1. Glad to hear that you are still working at things, making new friends, taking care of yourself...all positive signs. Focus on that, even when the little voice inside you tries to tell you that it doesn't matter.

    Keep writing.

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