I'm trying to be very deliberate and aware to make sure I don't mess up this good streak. I feel a bit paranoid; I know, really, there's nothing I can do to hold off the bad days, that they'll come when they want to, but having good days just makes them seem further away, and they'll be scarier when they come back because of their unfamiliarity.
Tomorrow, I'm teaching, mountain biking, then coming home. I'll have the rest of the day to be home... I need days like that at least once a week. Saturday I'm taking a friend to a state park, and we'll hike, picnic, and maybe read. She's 30 years older than I, but we get along well. Sunday I might end up being gone all day because I'm meeting my guy friend in the afternoon, so will possibly hit morning and evening church. That's why I'm saving tomorrow to be home; even went to the grocery store tonight.
I crocheted two scarves this week. It's always good when the creative urge comes out; means I'm doing well. I also have plans to weave a new scarf... bought the yarn yesterday.
Get to do some cooking tomorrow, too, for the picnic. It's going to be British-picnic themed, and we'll even have tea on my camp stove. :)
Sometimes trying to mess up just makes us mess up because we focus on it. Just focus on enjoying one good day at a time. If a bad day happens, so be it.
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I'm learning a few new words every day... so, slowly. :)
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